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i realised i hv become quite a homebody. there seems to be nothing much i rather do then slack away in the comfort of my own hm, in my comfortable faded t-shirts n shorts so skimpy i wld blush. haha.. in tt thurs i took the day-off to tink my life through, i became a dajie i nv used to be. making ribena n tuna crackers for the little ones, shuffling between their rms, making sure their aircons r not too cold n tt they take regular breaks away frm their respective com screens. i guess i was quite irritating coz they actually forced me back into my own rm so they cld resume their anime screenings. =(



anyway, staying at hm means i can munch on fancy chocs. tis choc flew into my fridge frm belgium n is super nice. its called coeur framboise, bitter ganache with raspberry pulp, coated with white choc. yum!

hv not been updating coz i hv been ultra busy with the most psycho proj of all.. zzzz. where got proj require u to read issues n issues of financial times, making all dbf students fight for the limited copies available n cause me to be desperate enough to steal NEWSPAPERS frm the lib. hey, one copy is 4 freaking dollars leh.. n its mouldy! lol.



the most boring newspaper in the world. n i can't believe i'll spend the rest of my life reading it for a living. *whines*

anyway, i haven gotten around compiling the bdae n camp pics though i already hv them all. hehe.. today i went back to sch early in the morn for china itp briefing with the lovelies. when ms han showed us pics of all the cool places of interests we were gonna visit, all tots of wrk n pressure vanished frm our minds. china is really pretty with all the temples, mountains n lakes! perhaps the only downside wld be the extremely cold weather which means alot of extra clothing which also means looking like a dumpling in photographs! haha. another poo poo bit is tt vday will still be spent in s'pore. so much for wanting to be far far away frm love-struck couples holding onto murdered roses clinging onto each other in the extremely blah esplanade. =(

call me sour grapes but i dun care less abt couples who swear eternal togetherness on feb 14 only to say "i can't wait to get rid of u" 1 mth later. yups yups. juz wait n see!! gosh, i'm so cynical. well, who cares? i got the girlies to deliver roses into my LT.. ur promise hor!!! i'll buy u teddy bears in exchange. hehehe. =P

anyway, i'm one of the 6 team leaders for the china trip.. impt sia! cheeleng n jess also wor. but i'm luckier coz my grp hv my beloved TIFFANY!!! hahaha.. also, we r the journal team so unlike the rest who hv to do boring presentations on taxation n population demographics, we juz gotta write down our whole overseas experience which is kinda like blogging in some way. we r also in-charge of immersion night with the students frm china n being in-charge of photos, i can ensure unglam shots of me dun make it into the montage. yay yay!

supposedly, jess n i intended to do e-learning in sch aft guowei's biz trip meeting. but the e-learning qns were really tough so we decided to take the easy way out n go hv sakae tea-time buffet instead. lol. however, juz as we were abt to leave for causeway pt, cheeleng n xueqin had to go dash my eating fantasies!!!!



but i guess the eventual choice of pizza hut to satisfy hunger pangs isn't all tt bad either. plus its waaaay cheaper. haha. study meal cost only $5.50 per person, n comes with 3 loaves of garlic bread, 30 drumlets n free flow pepsi! talk abt value for money!!



xueqin n cheeleng loves me.. wahahaha!



jess n me.. i tink i look cute. humour me lah. =X

aft eating to our hearts content, cheeleng n i headed to jurong pt for shopping!! haha.. can u believe it? the esprit bag i wanted is fully sold out across s'pore. yesterday sales staff at parkway somemore say jurong pt branch left 6. the bag at over 100 bucks is not cheap lor. can't believe my taste so gd sia.. hehehe.. thick-skin! i tink fate is telling me to save money. oh wells, its not even real leather. =)



n the dearie treated me to strawberry n durian ice-cream frm my fav ice-cream shop in the world!!! parkway hv another branch if ur wanna try. its called scoopz n its non-fattening. =P



btw, look wat i found in the clubhouse?? i tink muz be spoil le ba! ewwww...

ok, tis entry is mainly pure rambles. so i shall top the randomness n end off with a tribute to my dad, the world's greatest dad. my daddy will be flying off to dubai for a posting of between 2-4 yrs. the man who i tot wld be the most permanent feature in my life is leaving for supposedly greener pastures or yellower sand. heeee. no more late night pick-ups frm the mrt stn. no more midnight milo. no more stupid supper cravings to satiate. no more "extra income" when i overshoot my pocket money. no more early morn rides to sch. no more lame jokes. no more weird fashion sense. no more late night soccer. no more frowns to greet my short skirts. no more daddy. i'll really miss my daddy. over the yrs he has been the boyfriend tt nv went away. i cld always count on him to come to my rescue n even aft i screw up big-time, he'll juz pat me on the head n say "u will always be daddy's little girl". oh man, i'm starting to miss my daddy already.



teddy n me both lost our daddies..
how come its so hard to let go of something tt nv really belonged to me in the first place? i noe i'm not supposed to tink n i noe i'm in no position to get jealous. but i hate dreaming of the same scene again n again. i hate going to slp with puffy eyes. i hate waking up n knowing tt there wun be smses frm tt no. n i can't help wondering if u feel the same way too. u say u can't give me wat i wan. but i really dun need alot.